I realize it sounds bizarre, but it really just happened. You know, sometimes God speaks loud enough (and my heart is open enough) to force me to hear him. I was thinking (as I was gathering up the trash, but that's not really important), "I wish I could just relax." I was considering how crummy I've felt for the last two weeks due primarily to the stress involved with the girls' current situation. (Which, incidentally, you can follow at caringbridge.org/visit/hopevancleave). No sooner had I thought that, than I heard, "Who says you can't?" Talk about a kick in the pants. It's true. Who says I can't relax? Who says I can't just set my eyes on the prize at the end and know that God will take care of us? Who says I can't just give all my cares to God? Who says my worrying will help anything? Nobody. Or maybe it's Satan trying to make things worse. I don't know. The big lesson here, though, is that I don't have to be tied up in knots all the time. After all, Romans 8:28 says "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. " All I need to do is face the task at hand in a Christ-like manner. I'm feeling a little more peaceful already.
Friday, January 7, 2011
Conversation with God
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